Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Enough
He said "I just want to be enough. Why am I never enough? You fill your life with everything else - your job, everyone else, and I always come last."
So, she made him first in her life. She surrendered to him, to their marriage, to their love. She made him first. She made him her top priority, with the expectation that she was his top priority. That she was enough for him.
Then, she said, "I just want to be enough. Why am I not enough? I want to be your lover. Why is it not enough that you only look at me for sexual fulfillment? Why does there have to be images and videos of other people? What is wrong with ME?"
She makes a decision to lose weight, become more "aesthetically pleasing" to his eye, which is why he said he enjoyed looking at other women's "erotic photos." She must not quit. She can do this.
But, still, the question remains, will she ever be enough? She gave him her heart, her mind, her soul, her body... If it's not enough now, when she becomes aesthetically pleasing to his eye, then, will she FINALLY be enough? Was she EVER enough? Is she just lying to herself that she CAN be enough? Does he WANT her to be enough, like he is now ENOUGH for her?
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